Random Thoughts

Pure, unadulterated, pixie dust whimsy little person magick

Just had a small child explain to me that "luminosity" and "gloominosity" were completely different words, with different meanings.

And I'm not sure how, but he was right.

At 3years old, he holds the wisdom of the ages in his hands.

Out of the mouths of babes- goes right up there with random bus stop conversations, the ravings of madmen that turn into prophecy, and when octogenarians pay me a pure compliment by taking the time to school me on things I will probably never understand like they do.

Gloominosity- and I would throw this wisdom to the four corners of the earth in the same manner of scattering glitter in the wind, but my translation would not do it justice.

And I'd rather not lead anyone astray.

What this kid just did?

You can, too. We all can. And to some, this will seem like the ravings of a madwoman- but there will be others who will nod their heads in agreement, thinking, "Of course we can write the script to our own life!" And if William Faulkner (!  ;)  ), James Joyce, and 3year olds can do it, so can you.

Neologisms can be life changing, when applied just right.

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New fav Domina to add to my list

Seattle's own Miss XoXoRavenXX-

Unapologetically raw, straightforward with the taboo play, and a righteous beauty-

Not only that, she was incredibly kind to me, in a totally unselfconscious manner.

This woman does it right, and truly owns, & deserves, the title of Goddess.

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Ever experience pure rage?

   I'm going through some stuff right now... I don't stay angry for long, however, but I should be able to call it up for the next couple of days.

   You want to play surrogate?

   I'm talking you sign an NDA and legal waiver type of play.

   For the next couple of days, if interested, I am waiving my 48hr notice rule. Screening, as always, applies.

   Be redeemed.

   There is a couple hour to a day delay in my postings- right now it's 3/24 in the afternoon.

   I know theres that special someone out there where I get to fuck you up, and you get to feel right in a way you haven't for a loooong time. And I'll even cuddle afterwards.

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Tapping into true power lines

   David brought up something profound yesterday-

"I have seen grown men find absolution in spit, stubble and a well placed kiss of belonging. "

   This stuck with me all day and night.

   Some do- seek absolution. In this work, YMMV. There are those who you are witness and catalyst to their masturbatory fantasy, but no real work, growth or interaction occurs. And this is okay and valid. 

   There are those who seek salvation and a greater power- these ones can be tricky, as you (I) don't want them dependent on you (me). It can also be transcendent for both parties.

   There are those who are actually doms, and don't realize it, as they want to be subjected to submissive acts- pushy doesn't even describe them, and those are the times I feel true violence bloom in me- god forbid they ask for no marks. 

   Then the true kinksters who just want to fuck in the purest way- fuck being a very loose term here. I see them in the same way I visualize the child-like entities who frolick around Pan.

   And of course the rare ones where there is no energy play at all, just all service as I facilitate anothers vision or urges. YMMV ahem....

   The ones seeking absolution, though- even unawares. Are my true favorites. Laying roots, tapping into power lines, getting work done, working craft- Yes. Yes. 


  1. formal release from guilt, obligation, or punishment.
    • an ecclesiastical declaration of forgiveness of sins.
      "the priest administered absolution"


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